Post by osran on Aug 25, 2006 0:45:04 GMT -5
Greetings Ladies and Gentlemen. Tonight is the night that I share what I've never shared before. It's time for me to let this all go. An experience that is truely never been experienced by any other mortals. For it is very unique. Some of you may had your experience, and I truely do hope that it has been a good insight as this experience has been for me.
Before I continue on with explaining the main topic of my " Unforgotten Tale", I will ask you to expand your imagination on this one. For it will take only that to understand this. If you will, As you read this place yourself in my position, yet you may be lucky enough to understand what I've been through. Now, For those unlucky mortals that does not comprehend this, please refrain yourself any type of questions. For you are not ready to understand it. Only people that understands it may ask the questions, and as I know only my true friends will understand it. So here we go my friends. Sit down..Relax and let your head explode with vivid imagination.
Unknown forces, who they consume the every inch of thy shadow. Their fainted and distant screams are filled with anger, sadness, despair and absolute evil. Awake as they beckon you. You'll find yourself in the mist of confusion. Placing yourself outside. Once again, Staring into the vast abyss of darkness. Fear consumes the very being of your existance, fear consumed your very thoughts. Knowing the unknown forces beckons, and lurks dangerously near you. The sly wind crept up, sending thousands of goose bumps to their death. As the night wind took your last biggest sigh, The stars no longer smiles upon you from their thrones. Now wonder what you've done that is so wrong in life, for the stars to had forsaken you. The pale moon no longer held her sway of memories. Just as all hope began to fade, the hue of the horizon began the invasion of Mother Night, after she embraced you through her presence. The stars was fading to the greater light. Fear was lifted, when mother night revealed the lands that the eyes could not see. The dark unknown forces started slowly disapparating and no longer feel them close to you.
Physically, I was weaken by the coldness of the night. But as I stared within the radiant horizon of the pre-dawn of the day. I had felt a particular emotion that I could not never descibe. Which encapsulated my very emotion, curiousity had struck like a church bell. I was quick to make myself a fortitude around me, as a precautionary step of my well being. Within each attempt, utterly met it's failure. Eventually I had stopped attempting to make that fortitude, for nothing worked at the moment. As my eyes grazed across the vast openiness of the field ahead of me. The forest lays beyond, I felt something was watching. A pair of eyes that was unknown and unexplainable. I did not feel threaten by it, in fact I induldge every moment of the pair of eyes watching me. At that moment, all fear was let loose, my mind has been open to all possiablities. I was indeed enthralled by the scenery of the green forest. My emotions came flooding back and running rampant within my mind. Upon staring into the darkness of the forest, a music of some sort slowly made it's way to my ear. I could not understand it at first. Yet, I could recognize it, from when I was a little kid. I sat next to a tree in the middle of the field all by myself. The same music was played and I remembered it put me to ease. After that I had hugged the tree for rewarding me with peace. There I felt connected to it. I felt if the tree was indeed crying for it's demise. At that moment with that tree..I felt a grotesque sight was bestowed upon me then. " Back to the event. "
As I stand there in awe of the rememberance of the type of celestrail music. I've yearned to hear the pure voice. I had invision a Goddess dancing upon a clear crystal cloud that helps her move smoothly about. Everything about this vision was perfect to my eyes. I knew then what I had to do. I walked through the field that I'd seen and sat myself before the edge of the forest walls. My hazel orbs had pierced through them, yet trenchantly unfolding before me through each patron. As I had awaited, the music became clearer and louder. As if the forest here was a holding ground for the goddess to dance within. The connection between me and Mother Nature became stronger. The connection as " One ". Everything had made sense to me then. Yet, I did not move for I felt that I wasn't done just yet. As the fragrance of the dampen morning dew had inflamed my nostril, I had enjoyed every smell of it. " Behold, the marvelous Mother nature's creation! " As the warmth of the sun had began it's work of the starting day. I sat there in solitude, yet not in solitude for a presence is with me. Awaited for the creatures of the forest to awaken. As the joyful songs that birds translate to each other made me feel complete. It was if they were actually having a conversation with each other. The jumping, hyper squirrels ran rampant and free and most of all innocently. A smile had invaded the lower part of my face and I was eternally grateful. Just at that moment, I had stood up and felt like a complete new man. Just as I heard a tone that I was so familar with. The call of the Cardinals, I had turned around to face the forest once more to confirm the tone of the bird that was singing it's gleeful song. After being in observation of the bird's song. My head was filled with it, as I started to mimic the very call. I had isolated it's singing pattern. It was a magnificent feeling for one mortal to be able to mimic something so complex. Then I knew I had forged a new talent so to indicate as that way.
As I turned my back to proceed on returning to the shelter, All my burden was lifted, I was no longer wavering about with it. The very concept of it, being free from it had made me laugh about it for some odd reason. I'm not sure why I had laughed, but I knew it felt good though. As I appoarched the sidewalks to enter the building. Something struck me odd. As I was staring down at the side walk. Footprints was seen before my very eyes! Seems like someone just got out of the pool, dripping wet and started walking. There I knew some entity was close to me. For I felt no mortals near, yet a very powerful superior entity lurked near me. After that, they were gone within a blink of an eye. Like I was awaken, but remember the event with the forest. To this day, I remember it all.
I had finally found peace within myself and once again able to tame the beast within myself as well..
{{{ Ladies and Gentlemen! This is when I started to study Wicca. In what I've studied, I do believe in the Goddess, God and Guardians. I felt very comfortable knowing that this is the religion that I'm wanting in. There is so many complex challenges, yet I do have the strength to complete them. All I need is a helping hand.
Now many of you are proabally wondering about the footprints upon the sidewalk. Here is my conclusion. I do believe that very night, the Goddess had summoned me to that very special place at that very special moment. She had heard my wails and felt my woes. And she done only what she needed to do in order for me to open and expand my mind. To this day, I'm grateful once again. }}}
( Now, For those who do not believe me. Well that's your opinion. You can think whatever you like to think. But I will ask you to keep that opinion to yourself. For I will intentionally block your opinion and disregard your opinion. I do not judge you on your story within your life, I expect the same from my friends. If you are on my friend list. You are considered a friend. But question is, Do I consider you as a " True Friend? ". Well, I guess you shall never know. Those who are my true friends.." You already know don't you? Heh..That's good. "))
Well I must bid ado for now.
Merry Meet, Merry Part, until we Merry Meet again
Blessed Be my friends.
Lord Osran
Before I continue on with explaining the main topic of my " Unforgotten Tale", I will ask you to expand your imagination on this one. For it will take only that to understand this. If you will, As you read this place yourself in my position, yet you may be lucky enough to understand what I've been through. Now, For those unlucky mortals that does not comprehend this, please refrain yourself any type of questions. For you are not ready to understand it. Only people that understands it may ask the questions, and as I know only my true friends will understand it. So here we go my friends. Sit down..Relax and let your head explode with vivid imagination.
Unknown forces, who they consume the every inch of thy shadow. Their fainted and distant screams are filled with anger, sadness, despair and absolute evil. Awake as they beckon you. You'll find yourself in the mist of confusion. Placing yourself outside. Once again, Staring into the vast abyss of darkness. Fear consumes the very being of your existance, fear consumed your very thoughts. Knowing the unknown forces beckons, and lurks dangerously near you. The sly wind crept up, sending thousands of goose bumps to their death. As the night wind took your last biggest sigh, The stars no longer smiles upon you from their thrones. Now wonder what you've done that is so wrong in life, for the stars to had forsaken you. The pale moon no longer held her sway of memories. Just as all hope began to fade, the hue of the horizon began the invasion of Mother Night, after she embraced you through her presence. The stars was fading to the greater light. Fear was lifted, when mother night revealed the lands that the eyes could not see. The dark unknown forces started slowly disapparating and no longer feel them close to you.
Physically, I was weaken by the coldness of the night. But as I stared within the radiant horizon of the pre-dawn of the day. I had felt a particular emotion that I could not never descibe. Which encapsulated my very emotion, curiousity had struck like a church bell. I was quick to make myself a fortitude around me, as a precautionary step of my well being. Within each attempt, utterly met it's failure. Eventually I had stopped attempting to make that fortitude, for nothing worked at the moment. As my eyes grazed across the vast openiness of the field ahead of me. The forest lays beyond, I felt something was watching. A pair of eyes that was unknown and unexplainable. I did not feel threaten by it, in fact I induldge every moment of the pair of eyes watching me. At that moment, all fear was let loose, my mind has been open to all possiablities. I was indeed enthralled by the scenery of the green forest. My emotions came flooding back and running rampant within my mind. Upon staring into the darkness of the forest, a music of some sort slowly made it's way to my ear. I could not understand it at first. Yet, I could recognize it, from when I was a little kid. I sat next to a tree in the middle of the field all by myself. The same music was played and I remembered it put me to ease. After that I had hugged the tree for rewarding me with peace. There I felt connected to it. I felt if the tree was indeed crying for it's demise. At that moment with that tree..I felt a grotesque sight was bestowed upon me then. " Back to the event. "
As I stand there in awe of the rememberance of the type of celestrail music. I've yearned to hear the pure voice. I had invision a Goddess dancing upon a clear crystal cloud that helps her move smoothly about. Everything about this vision was perfect to my eyes. I knew then what I had to do. I walked through the field that I'd seen and sat myself before the edge of the forest walls. My hazel orbs had pierced through them, yet trenchantly unfolding before me through each patron. As I had awaited, the music became clearer and louder. As if the forest here was a holding ground for the goddess to dance within. The connection between me and Mother Nature became stronger. The connection as " One ". Everything had made sense to me then. Yet, I did not move for I felt that I wasn't done just yet. As the fragrance of the dampen morning dew had inflamed my nostril, I had enjoyed every smell of it. " Behold, the marvelous Mother nature's creation! " As the warmth of the sun had began it's work of the starting day. I sat there in solitude, yet not in solitude for a presence is with me. Awaited for the creatures of the forest to awaken. As the joyful songs that birds translate to each other made me feel complete. It was if they were actually having a conversation with each other. The jumping, hyper squirrels ran rampant and free and most of all innocently. A smile had invaded the lower part of my face and I was eternally grateful. Just at that moment, I had stood up and felt like a complete new man. Just as I heard a tone that I was so familar with. The call of the Cardinals, I had turned around to face the forest once more to confirm the tone of the bird that was singing it's gleeful song. After being in observation of the bird's song. My head was filled with it, as I started to mimic the very call. I had isolated it's singing pattern. It was a magnificent feeling for one mortal to be able to mimic something so complex. Then I knew I had forged a new talent so to indicate as that way.
As I turned my back to proceed on returning to the shelter, All my burden was lifted, I was no longer wavering about with it. The very concept of it, being free from it had made me laugh about it for some odd reason. I'm not sure why I had laughed, but I knew it felt good though. As I appoarched the sidewalks to enter the building. Something struck me odd. As I was staring down at the side walk. Footprints was seen before my very eyes! Seems like someone just got out of the pool, dripping wet and started walking. There I knew some entity was close to me. For I felt no mortals near, yet a very powerful superior entity lurked near me. After that, they were gone within a blink of an eye. Like I was awaken, but remember the event with the forest. To this day, I remember it all.
I had finally found peace within myself and once again able to tame the beast within myself as well..
{{{ Ladies and Gentlemen! This is when I started to study Wicca. In what I've studied, I do believe in the Goddess, God and Guardians. I felt very comfortable knowing that this is the religion that I'm wanting in. There is so many complex challenges, yet I do have the strength to complete them. All I need is a helping hand.
Now many of you are proabally wondering about the footprints upon the sidewalk. Here is my conclusion. I do believe that very night, the Goddess had summoned me to that very special place at that very special moment. She had heard my wails and felt my woes. And she done only what she needed to do in order for me to open and expand my mind. To this day, I'm grateful once again. }}}
( Now, For those who do not believe me. Well that's your opinion. You can think whatever you like to think. But I will ask you to keep that opinion to yourself. For I will intentionally block your opinion and disregard your opinion. I do not judge you on your story within your life, I expect the same from my friends. If you are on my friend list. You are considered a friend. But question is, Do I consider you as a " True Friend? ". Well, I guess you shall never know. Those who are my true friends.." You already know don't you? Heh..That's good. "))
Well I must bid ado for now.
Merry Meet, Merry Part, until we Merry Meet again
Blessed Be my friends.
Lord Osran
