Post by greywolf on Jan 2, 2007 18:30:43 GMT -5
i very much doubt i'm gonna be the only one that feels this way, or at least i hope i'm not the only one.
*lights ciggy*
i know for years i have felt more alone when i am in daylight, whether i am actually alone or not, i seem to be more relaxed at the twilight hours of the day. one thing that does annoy me about being a 'night owl' is when you watch tv you have to have the volume really low compared to when you watch it during the day. not wanting to sleep at night has been playing havoc with my job recently. i am waking up late and just being a complete bumhole til at least the afternoon. half the time i wanna cry and the rest of the time i am run off my feet. them i get my boss telling me that i'm not fast enough and that i need to consider if i am right for the job. is she trying to tell me that i'm not cut out to work as a manager in a busy retail outlet. after work i come home have dinner and then i spend most of the night in the spare room (thank the goddess for wireless internet) on the computer away from my partner. and i've started to go to bod when he gets up for work having a couple of hours sleep then going to work. this is my first proper job for a couple of years, i had a mild nervous breakdown about 4 years ago, and i'm only 22. most of you will probably be thinking that i'm just being a drama queen, but surprisingly i'm not. i've seen more than most people my age and i've experienced things that few people should. for the most part i'm a part time wiccan only because i throw myself into it. i speed learn. and i have empathic abilities, which doesn't help any matters.
either way i'm getting further away from my point as usual, tiggy will tell you i have a habit of rambling on a bit (as you can tell). i just started this thread to see if other people have the same problem of being a night owl and seem to be by others at times to be anti social.
hope to get some replies.
blessed be
peter
*lights ciggy*
i know for years i have felt more alone when i am in daylight, whether i am actually alone or not, i seem to be more relaxed at the twilight hours of the day. one thing that does annoy me about being a 'night owl' is when you watch tv you have to have the volume really low compared to when you watch it during the day. not wanting to sleep at night has been playing havoc with my job recently. i am waking up late and just being a complete bumhole til at least the afternoon. half the time i wanna cry and the rest of the time i am run off my feet. them i get my boss telling me that i'm not fast enough and that i need to consider if i am right for the job. is she trying to tell me that i'm not cut out to work as a manager in a busy retail outlet. after work i come home have dinner and then i spend most of the night in the spare room (thank the goddess for wireless internet) on the computer away from my partner. and i've started to go to bod when he gets up for work having a couple of hours sleep then going to work. this is my first proper job for a couple of years, i had a mild nervous breakdown about 4 years ago, and i'm only 22. most of you will probably be thinking that i'm just being a drama queen, but surprisingly i'm not. i've seen more than most people my age and i've experienced things that few people should. for the most part i'm a part time wiccan only because i throw myself into it. i speed learn. and i have empathic abilities, which doesn't help any matters.
either way i'm getting further away from my point as usual, tiggy will tell you i have a habit of rambling on a bit (as you can tell). i just started this thread to see if other people have the same problem of being a night owl and seem to be by others at times to be anti social.
hope to get some replies.
blessed be
peter